12.30.2006

12.28.2006

hmm

a hint of saline in an otherwise Eden existence
a crack in a pristine ivory-pale shell
a peek into an eternal depth of loss and sadness and unrequited love
a gasp in an even wave of breathing
a ripple in a silent pablum motion
a pause to blink; to savor and torment a blighted spirit.

12.21.2006

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12.20.2006

ave atque vale

we've just met; already i am tired of you.
you pay no heed to others.
yet when you do, you are an endless well of calumny.
you want the world to fall hapless at your feet.
you are angry that it wouldn't give in;
angry that it cruelly etches your loneliness
into the glass walls that keep you within.
farewell.
your infinite sadness is contagious.
i fear for myself.

12.19.2006

cum tacent, clamant


could you hear my thoughts?
they're scrambling one after the other,
impatiently racing to the surface of this lucid moment.
drowning in the smoke, suffering your ignorance.

p*ssy r*d

my nail color doesn't match my blouse.
i'm trying to preserve the paint on my left pinky.
just shows how careless i am, not how busy.