SOS

ok. i'm tired of talking in riddles. i never run out of things to say, i just run out of ways to say them.
made an SOS call to my best friend, tetch. no gurly chitchat. i used to be the one giving her advice and now i'm seeking hers.
gave her the 411 on my lovelife. better done with a couple of cold beers but manageable on the phone. we figured i needed freedom. not another relationship. no commitments. she told me i wasn't being fair to myself or to anyone for that matter.
more on this. i'm going home.